May 12, 2009 - Posted by Dzit - Comments Off
Lurking from the dark, comes the deadly silence. I’m sitting by the corner of the table, enlightened by the warm yellow light bulb, listening to the good old album of Secret Garden – Songs from a Secret Garden, with my mind blowing off somewhere else. I’ve never felt so peaceful like this for so long.
For silence has stolen the moment, I felt numb looking through my path of life. From sin to sin, I’ve conquered the fear in me, but cannot deny the fact that I’m still a weak soul, easy to break, to unlock, to control.
Fortunately, I’ve come back to my real life just in time for a pure coffee cup. I need something to refresh, to reinitialize the lost cells back into their structure, but that won’t hold me back from building more unstructured ones.
I enjoy the moment, for sho, the moment with a pond filled with lots of fond memories and images. I was lonely back then and I will be lonely in the future, but I won’t back down.
April 21, 2009 - Posted by Dzit - Comments Off
Dawn, a beautiful dawn that brought back my fond teenage memories.
I miss those days when me and my friends used to wake up at 4 a.m., roam around each other’s house, make noise, gather together, and head toward the beach.
I miss those days when me and my friends used to trolling down the beach, fighting for spot to play soccer, then wait for the girls to bring back food and eat together.
I miss those days when me and my friends raced for the buoy, far from the shore so we could play pirate out there.
I miss those days when me and my friends used to cycle back and forth for hours on the beach road, relax after private tuition, watch the sunset, or just simply feel the strong wind blowing at us.
Memories are memories, I’m now standing there alone, like a stranger, a fish out of water. The scene hasn’t changed much, only without my crew in there.
Peace out my friends, whatever you do, do it good, so we will meet again, one day.